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From Infertility to Pregnancy

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Literally in a matter of two minutes, the wait for a pregnancy test to work, I moved from infertility to pregnancy. In the blink of an eye, everything in our world changed, yet nothing in our world really changed? We had those two pink lines which meant life, but we still had 9 months to go until we would welcome our baby. This transition from infertility to pregnancy was incredibly odd, exciting, overwhelming, amazing, and bizarre all at once. We had waited and waited and prayed and prayed and BAM there were those two lines we had so desperately yearned for. It felt like the highest high, but I also felt really detached as well? I know that sounds really ungrateful, but it's really hard to describe that moment. I wish I had better words. I think it felt unbelievable, like this wasn't our story, but I was watching someone else's story unfold. There was no way this could be happening to us. It felt like an outer body experience, that I was watching someone else walk t...